I didn’t ask for this stuff
to come into my life
and i had to fight fucking fight
to last this long
here’s the thing though
if you don’t know
does it ever effect you?
Blue or Red?Which to take?
Well, fuck this!
I take both. Or do i take neither and

crawl back into my own world….

hahhahaha let’s not be 13 and let’s not be so dramatic.

ahhhh but herein lies the problem. I’m OPEN!!!  and it is hard to close oneself.  I have done it before, so it can be done. THe thing is I NEED to have the cake and eat it too. I need you with me. But no, that is not fair to you.

see what i mean?
i didn’t ask for this stuff
did i?