Wow…what a fucking draining, crazy last 48 hours I’ve had. Not sure what’s going on, but I  have been super emotional. I know that I am open (I intentionally opened myself some months ago) but damn, I’ve got to get a grip. Work has been a tricky mine field as of late. I really need to get back to it. I need to do a better job at my job. Seriously, I have been in a funk for a while. I know getting sick was the kick off for this last round of mess.  Too much self-medication – wait!!! NOOOO!!! I refuse to believe that. Not the right medication to self medicate with.  And I won’t be guilt-tripped into anything either.

So, I’ve been thinking about using this space to talk more about gender identity and how it relates to me.  It’s probably not going to make too much sense in the beginning.  Actually, now that I’m thinking about it, it may make perfect sense. It may be sporadic, as everything is concerning this journal.

My name is Sofia, and I’ve got one match…