Friend 1

Made of AWESOMESAUCE!  As chill and cool as I’d expected. I told them that I want to eat part of their brain, and I do! AND I WILL!!! Srsly, we need to have a long chat. I’m sure you will have questions that will take some length and windy roads to arrive at their final destination. Anyway, had a great chat, and SO was there, of course; she seems to be getting more comfortable with talking about the future, and how hard it is going to be. That is positive in its negativeness. Because that means that there is the possibility of a future. And that, mes amies, is a massive step in the needed direction from 3.5 years ago where there was NO talk of a future. So –  big night in its plainness, all around. Some big steps taken. And they seemed so easy. If only this would be the entirety of my transition…

 

Clear blue water, high tide came and brought you in
And I could go on and on, on and on, and I will
Skies grew darker, currents swept you out again
And you were just gone and gone, gone and gone
In silent screams,
in wildest dreams
I never dreamed of this
This love is good, this love is bad
This love is alive back from the dead
These hands had to let it go free
And this love came back to me
Tossing, turning, struggled through the night with someone new
And I could go on and on, on and on
Lantern burning, flickered in my mind for only you
But you’re still gone, gone, gone
Been losing grip,
oh, sinking ships
You showed up just in time
This love is good, this love is bad
This love is alive back from the dead
These hands had to let it go free
A little T Swizzy for yall’s ass!!!!
You know, I just thought maybe I’m simplifying the process. I will go from AMAB trans mtf leaning person to having to learn how to actually be female, not just in presentation, but in PRESENTATION. fuque…

 

 

 

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