After missing my first full day of work, due to a snafu in my brain, I rebooted work and started again yesterday. Well, this was my second day on the reboot. One thing about retail: it kind of sucks. Long hours on my feet may not bode well for my Crohn’s. But the job is part time so, not too much time standing up.
I did get the Comcast job, which is outbound telesales, and something I have never done before. The money is about the same as B&N , but I have the opportunity to get commission. Not sure how that is laid out.
The one sour note on both of the jobs is that I am wearing male clothing. What I would give to be able to switch back and forth on any given day. You know, if I felt more male (and on those days around electro where I have a beard) I could where male clothing, while the other days I’m stunting in my regular clothing. Speaking of which – I am going to have to start purchasing clothing again for the upcoming fall season. I have some clothes BUT IT IS NEVER ENOUGH!! hahahaha.
One more thing: I am thinking about a gofundme campaign to try and raise some money for electro. If not, then I will have this beard until I die or hit the lottery. Since I don’t actually play the lottery that only leaves one choice. IDK teh trans is a stressful thing. And fucking expensive.
Welp, that’s it for this installment. I am still taking my magic beans, although I haven’t really noticed any physical changes. The mental, however, is noticeable. I am not experiencing the anxiety and somewhat depressive feelings that accompanys teh trans. So that is good, at least. Patience grasshopper. You shall soon see the signs.
