I am over it. All the bullshit, all the glad handing (figuratively), all the smiling. I despise being on my feet all day. I’m sorry, I’ve grown accustomed to the office environment, where one sits on ones ass for most of the day. I did get the job with Comcast, which is sitting down. The drawback: It’s telesales. I can’t sell water to a thirsty person. So we’ll see how long I last there. I need a full time job that I can go full time as myself, ya dig.
Don’t get me wrong. I love bookstores. I love being in the bookstore, surrounded by my friends, the books. But I hate planograms, and projects, and all the other shit. Some of my managers were saying that there is a kids lead position open, but there is no chance in hell that I would ever take that position. Being around kids all day is not for me. Love them, but definitely need major breaks from them. Basically, all this bitching means that I am not going to throw my hat in the ring for that position. Put me in music, or at customer service. That’s where I really feel like I can help customers. they come up to the customer service desk, and I wow them with great service. That’s how it should be, and I don’t mind the hard work that comes with it. But show me a planogram, and my mind is all scattered about. My mind is all mushy now, and I haven’t had anything to eat. I am very hangry but I am also stupid tired. Intsead of food, I’ll just go to bed.