Haha well, I am lucky and blessed for so many reasons, but this luck is made of my own skill and determination – writing a second post in a row, lmao!!!  Not what you were expecting, huh?  No, I’m not even sure what I’m writing about.

I do know that, now, more than ever, I need to keep an eye on my moods.  This can be a triggering time of year for many people, and it is no exception pour moi!

I think last year, at this time, I was in another manic episode.  I spent all my money, ran up most of my cards, did  A LOT of drugs!!!  This year is different, but it is always best to remain vigilant!

Another thing – I have to wonder whether the way I am coming out – slowly, as I take hrt, is conducive to my way of life.  I think it is or else I would have switched directions already.  I haven’t even begun to inquire about getting my name changed and all other manor of court documents and such.  All that shit makes me nervous, dealing with the legal system.  But I do have resources and support from various outlets, and that works – for now.