Dear readers of the page, I will be taking a little break to recover.  Two deaths in my family in one week. One was a baby, not yet born; the other was a 93 year old relative. With the hormones flowing through my body, I have had a rough few days. I couldn’t even get through 5 hours of work today without having a meltdown. I have no idea how I am going to handle death when it comes to siblings, spouse, or parents. I am absolutely gutted.