Waves Of Mutilation

Yeah, Yeah, a bit dramatic.   There will be no mutilation – today. But damn, have been having crushing feelings of doubt today. Fuck me. I will never pass, in the traditional sense at any rate.

I just feel too old to be doing this…

but what is passing anyway? And if I cannot pass in the traditional sense, should it stop me from transitioning. Because damn, my life, and Egg’s life may suck. I know we both knew and accepted this 100% going in, but damn shit is weighing on me. my arms feel heavy, laden with guilt and desire. ahhh, melancholy. but i hide it well…


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